Thursday, March 29, 2007

tian kong hui de xiang ku guo
The sky is so gray that it looks like it just cried

li kai ni yi hou
After leaving you

bing mei you gen zi you
(I) did not regain more freedom

suan suan de kong qi
(From) the air

xiu chu wo men de ju li
(I) smelt our distance

yi mu zui xin de jie ju
A heart breaking ending

xiang hu xi ban wu fa ting xi
is continuous just like breathing

chou ti fan huang de ri ji
The yellowing diary lied in the drawer

zha gan le hui yi
(had) pressed dried [our] memories

na xiao rong shi xia ji
That smile is summer

ni wo de guo qu
Our past

bei shun shi zhen de wang ji
Has been forgotten as time goes by

que yang guo hou de ai qing
Love after anoxia (lack of oxygen)

cu xin de yan lei shi duo yu
Careless tears are unnecessary

wo zhi dao ni wo dou mei you cuo
I know that the fault is not in either one of us

zhi shi wang le ze me tui hou
We just forgot how to step back

xin shi dan dan gei le cheng nuo
We made promises to each other with confidence

que bei shi jian pu le kong
Yet it has been emptied by time

wo zhi dao wo men dou mei you cuo
I know that the fault is not in either one of us

zhi shi fang shou hui bi jiao hao guo
Its just that letting go would make
things easier

zui mei de ai qing hui yi li dai xu
The most beautiful love is to be continued in [my] memory

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

19 days till im done..

Taiwan is such a boring place.. I have to walk like 2.5km just to use a com so slow i can actually break the screen.. Just now i walked/run like 7km to town just to find a 7eleven shop to find hp cards but they do not sell them, stupid buggers..

All they do is ching chong ching chong, den eat sireh, den stone, den eat,den stone.. sheesh.. makes me proud to be born in spore den hahaha..

19 more days to go.. 3 days to prep. 10 days of mission. 2 days packup. 3/4 days to RNR!!!!

N the weird thing is dat i just cannot wait to go into the wild, kinda miss e mountains haha..

its freAkin cold out there, every nite its like typhoon or sumting, makes my balls shrink to the size of peanuts.. i was shivering all e way, n i kinda talk to myself most of the time *told ya taiwan is stupid, makes ppl go nuts* cuz i need to like, comfort myself most of the times.. its so cold.. n i miss my lover so..

i noe inoe.. you have to go.. so hurry back home.. i miss you so..

(army song haha)

the wind blows so strong there was a time i had to bend forwards just to walk up e mountains.. thou it was doin us a favour by blowing off those stupid mosquitoes away haha, but still, id rather sleep with bites then shivering like f***

speakin of which, when RnR comes, i dunno wad to buy haha.. wad i noe is, i must buy sum shirts for myself, maybe another pair of shoes (my mum's gonna kill me, i have 6 pairs alr haha) sum accessories i guess, kinda like the caps they got here, so original.. shades perhaps, socks!! n erm, maybe sum coats or blazers.. sum things for my lil bros.. a jersey or baseball shirt for dad, mum doesnt wan any, *bedek* e last time i was at taiwan, i bought her dis necklace, its like this blue gem that only in taiwan u can find it, haha, special ryt, got it from sum uni fair there..

and.. wanna buy for my darling sumting too.. *i gave u a hint alr haha, but not just dat :)* was thinkin of getting her like sum cute small stuff, maybe small teddy bears or sumting, or maybe sum cute stuff i can find in taipei n kao shiong.. hehe, maybe perfume or sumting at the airport..
but darling u tell me uh wad type of perfume u like, i dunno wad, nanti salah beli kene marah hahaha.. sedih!

it wud be just like before, the malayu, all bunch up together n go shopping! it will be fun i guess. like duck n chicken trying to talk haha. the thing abt taiwan is dat the gurls here find dark skin guys cool n cute haha.. last time i went there, we were in this pierce n ring shop..a fren of mine went in there n wanted to buy a ring.. instead, he got a kiss by the gurl, n all we do is trying to bargain in chinese.. haha, stupid idiots *ayang, abg tk kene tau, hehe, abg promise i keep my hands in my pocket, zip up tite 247 till i come back haha*

then instead of shopping, we took pic with them, old n young haha.. the taiwanese people are really friendly with foreigners..

anyways, my darling suggested a blog just for me n her. I wanted to make it now, but stupid blogger, its all in chinese!!!!! ARGH!!!

trying my best here haha.. ard 12pm im leaving to bauli camp alr, so i nt sure there got internet or not.. but if got tym im venturing out (sneak out if i say haha)

Wondering wad she is doing ryt now..

*miss you ayang............................muackz*

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

sori for not updating

long time i never blog, i think i need to revamp it, give it a new look considering i have a new life haha. its old and totally yucky, but i have no time to revamp it. Any ideas? was thinkin of a simple blog, just relax kinda look, 2 3 pics here n there.

Im in taiwan btw, for sum exercise and training. Typing my way in sum rough up shackout building 15m away from the gate, n i kinda got myself shock. They got internet here?!?! Cool man.

Oh btw, i have good news for u peeps. I am NOT SINGLE ANYMORE!! Though i must admit i broken my vows to remain single till im 30, but wad the heck!! haha.

Met this gurl, her name is farzanna (got ur name right nw darling hehe) thru a friend of mine. At first the courtship was rough, given that she was very garang (ooohh, i like!!) macam jual mahal ah gitu. That point of time i forgot how she look, until about a few days later my friend show me her pic and i was stunned. She was absolutely beautiful, stunningly swanlike beauty that tore open my deepest soul. She was so sweet (u noe i fall easily on that one) i was melting.. like an ice cream sittin blatantly under the hot sun beside macs. And her personality, her character was so near perfect i knew i must break my vow and try my best. And i tried and persistenlt tried. There were many times i got garang msges, but at last i fond her soft button that wen i pressed it with my sincerity, i knew i got her. and when i did, i felt so overjoyed, i never felt like this before in my entire life. like im flying straight to the gates of heaven n back.

Kk, enuf saying. I shall describe it to ya since she is not ready yet to show herself to the world.

She is like, a mixture of german, arab, chinese etc etc, pan asean i daresay. Lovely skin, so pure white n her eyes are demure n sweet sparkling like freshwater from the mountains. She's from United World College, clever fella, and a musician too. How perfect for me! So she can play the piano while i rest my head on her shoulders and sing along. Her father's an ex major (YES SIR!!) n her mum, im nt sure hehe. She's a high flyer, but the thing bout her is that, she's more than willing to live in my middle, humble life of mine.

And i tell you, we are absolutely in lurve.. purr...

Although im in taiwan ryt nw, its hard on her u see. Im like her first bf, (she's 17 btw, but she look mature enuf for my childish babyish face of mine) n she'd sumtimes go stressed up. N im very worried u see. I dun wanna lose her, like i lose the rest. This one however, i wanna bring it, step it up n want it to be very very long.. I can see her as my future wife if u ask me.. She's a good person at heart n mind, young n challenging, fit! (her 2.4km best timing is 9.45, take that silver passes!!) n fun.

Its too early to say, but i wanna enjoy this moment together.. So off the record, honey baby, i miss u, and i love you so so much. Remember, the other gurls are just plain rejects from my life, you're the one that i need. Dun wori yar, abg here to take care of you.

Taiwan is a majestic place to train, its cool (more of frozen to me) and less vegetation (a big thumbs up for us soldiers cuz we don't need to bash through the shit). But they have one thing that kept my nails bitten everytime.

Dogs. Oh i hate them (sori darling, dis one i cannot agree with u) and i fear them. Its just that everytim this creatures of hell come up to me, they'll either growl n show their ugly smelly teeth, or they bark n spit out filth. Wth. ANd u noeme, ever since the day i was chase by this ultra dog, i fear them. And the thing is, there's soooooo many of them. One day taiwan will fall to the dogs i tell you, once they got the brains to rule the world. It'll be, Taiwan, Dog City haha. They breed like virus.. They got no control, they just keep on having sex and breed and sex and eat and sleep n then sex again. Goodness me, if men are like dogs, they'll have a jolly good ride, while women may just make good ties with the federal home for the children hahaha.

and the poop everywhere, how to walk sia?!

I must say, the govt shud do something about this creatures. Its making me nuts! I got stressed up everytime i see one.

Im slackin my ass off her, im under the atec umpires (they are like referees in a battle), and fromthe moment i touch down till now, all i do is eat, sleep, pspying, run, play soccer, sleep again, bathe, gossip, roll ard the blanket (i tol ya its freezing here). Madness, but if everyday like dat, i wanna sign on hahaha!

Got to go, my gf just msg me, require my immediate attention. Da!

Guys or gurls dun get jealous i got myself a preety lady, its just fate, u may say haz is a jerk, a playboy, nak yg cantek je, but wad to do. Im just like dat. But this one i will keep, n if got permits it, wanna make her my wife..

Peace.