Multi-racialism among Singaporean Citizens? I dun think so..

We had a talk just now by this 'mama' (hahaha) speaker which i believe is very useful. The topic was the racial harmonic status of Singapore. As presumed, all the blabbering of the 'good old days' and such, and not to mention, the crude yet funny stereotypes on races puts the blues to my mind.

However, i must agree to his stand that, 'we need to recognizr symptoms, and the root of the problem.'

By recognizing and differentiating these differences, and not putting value to the so-called logical categorising syllagism, and not being self-checklists, then Singapore can assume to be achieved the harmonic status.

Its all bout the emphasization of different races, for example, the Chinese encouraged wealth and power, while Malays encourage family bonding and make kids. These stated values prove to be a tremendous difficulty to be an understand by the common people. However, with the right policies, and also the right education, not only from the government, but the parents as well, our generation can tell the difference between 'nasi goreng' and 'mee goreng' muahaha..

Oh bother.

Back to my life. Ms Sabariah gave me this card when i was claiming my MC, she wrote words like, 'never run away from your fears' and 'shrouded by dark clouds.'

Three words for her. I LOVE YOU!!

That's really sweet, makes me smile the WHOOOOLE day, hehehe.

Anyways, gotta say sumting.

To yours truly,

It was a theory, for heavens sake! It was discussed by my schoolmates, he was experiencing that kind of thing, and we just come together and created this theory.

I gave the logic senses, on HIS account. Not ours, seriously.

I still remember the time we met. Still missed that moment. And I UNDERSTAND, seriously.

I know it was a total flop, as aLOT and i mean ALOT of factors came rushing. The reason for the destruction?? We weren't strong enough. I didn't expect it to happen, really, and i just wanna say, i still can't put it behind me. And i wasn't experienced enough, it was my first time in love.

I understand how it feels like. And to tell you the truth, it still blardy hurting my brain. Im thinking to much. Its nobody's fault, how you say its her fault, but its not. Its my fault. I shudn't have asked her, or do wadever, i shud have trusted you. Im wronged. I was feeling totally insecure. I didnt know what happen, i was in the dark, i was frustrated, with school, with problems at home and not to include myself. I was in the dark, sha.

And i tell ya, its really scary to be alone. But now, i learnt that everybody will go down solitary path someday, be it in the grave or such sort. I was fighting a battle i knew i was losing. And i was depending on you too much, i expected too much.

Dun blame her sha, but blame me. Me. Its not her fault. Not that im siding her coz she is my best fren, but seriously, im the one to be blamed.

Forgive me.

I shall find my way soon. Pls forgive me. I wun expect any chances to be given to me again. I hope you forgive me.

Hasta pronto.

PS: i wanted to email you, but it seems my stopid sch com sux.=(