It felt like a hundred years since i blog. haha. damn.

Penat giler seh, just came back from last min duty.

Things were quite chaotic eversince i came back from taiwan.

My gf didnt get to pick me up cuz she went to australia n later goin to london for her studies.
The duty list isnt ready yet, so it makes the whole thing cock up. This whole week was rehearsals for the parade. CO changing of command parade. And Division Com Change of Command parade. The first latter i was involve in the deco of the battalion. oh it was freakin tiring uh. Mcm nk sambut president of singapore. Bleh kalah NDP seh haha. Flag saner sini ke gantung. Lots of banners kene tie up. Den the div com one i was involve in the parade. Last min. IT was boggers lah. The fact that the warrants there like to samula the whole process tires us. My body still aches frm the whole process. Haha. Im not made for parade i guess. I belong in the wilderness with my men. Gettin bitten by mozzies n wads not. Better there than stupid ol parade square.

My gf got bitten by a rattlesnake in ozzie. Worries me to the max. Its like way unlucky for her lah, the fact that the probability of ppl running along the roads early morning and got bitten by a rattlesnake is very low. She nearly lost a leg. Thank God she is ok now. Just got discharged yesterday. Been praying for her health since.

ITs hard u see, cuz i've never experienced long distance relationship. I missed her alot. THe thing is dat im scared the feeling somehow goes away. Dats y everytime i kept remindin myself of her, how far shud i go, wad must i do. I dun wan to give up on dis relationship. I believe dis one can go far. Its just dat the thot of not seeing her for months is totally sucky. But im being patient. Tryin my very best to keep myself stable, if not, i can go crazy haha. Not gonna eat grass, no! haha.. ican just pray dat everythin goes fine.. I give it all to God.. N let Him manage how my life wud turn out to be.. Kalau jodoh tak ke mana, tk begitu..

Bloggin later. My mind is just too tired haha. Wanna nappy!! :)