Work is becoming more of a chore now since the large body of CPUs cover our faces, preventing social communication that use to drive me when I work.

So i msged my dad, and asked the old man for some advises.

"Pak, how do you focus on work w/o having emotional or personal stress that dwells in your mind?"

You noe what he ans??

A full 4 msg advise. I'd put it in point form.

• Mencari rezki adalah wajib dengan niat hidup dan matiku dari ALLAH SWT. Semata-mata bergantung pada Allah. Lumrah dalam hidup, kerja dan ibadah mesti ada gangguan, itulah tahap Allah menguji keimanan kita. Sehingga hamba yang mengenal Allah seperti af'aalnya dapat fokus pada setiap pekerjaan.
• Af'aal adalah perbuatan Allah seperti firmanNya, "Sesungguhnya aku mencipta kamu dan segala perbuatan kamu." Dalam keadaan ini hamba melihat kerajaan Allah lalu sentiasa berserah pada nasibnya pada Tuhannya.
• Tiada ia dapat seorang hamba sifat-sifat yang mulia melainkan dilimparkan Allah nur cahya di dalam hatinya, iaitu- Nur Iman, Nur Tauhid dan Nur Keyakinan. Maka dengan keyakinan itu melihatlah ia akan kerajaan Tuhannya maka mula berfungsilah sifat yang mulia.
• Sheikh Muhammad At-Tanusi mengatakan bahwa jika dibaca salawat Nariyah (Kamilah) 90 kali setiap hari maka Allah akan menghilangkan kedukaannya, dimurahkan rezki, dijauhkan berbagai penyakit dan senang beramal sehingga semua orang menaruh rasa senang kepadanya.

"Ya Allah, semoga Engkau mencurahkan rahmat yang sempurna dan keselamatan yang sempurna atas Nabi Muhammad s.a.w, yang menjadi sebab terlepasnya kerumitan dan hilangnya kesusahan, terpenuhinya segala hajat, dan tercapai segala yang disukai serta husnul-khatimah, dan turunnya hujan dari awan, berkat keagungan dan kemuliaan Nabi Muhammad s.a.w, dan kepada para keluarga dan para sahabatnya pada setiap mata melirik dan jiwa bernafas sejumlah setiap yang Engkau ketahui."

And so I took a deep breath, and went to pray, and hey presto, I was back in business bebeh!

The tired me.

Penat2 aku bawakkan shasha bubur and sup ikan, tapi dia tak datang plak. Sedih, at last aku yg makan hahaha!

Oh btw, I went out with this girl by the name of Shasha. Super fair skin tone, and nice pretty smile. She works at the email department, which im still not sure where haha. Our first date, to me ah, was special, cz it started with an ice-cream at Swensens. Im advised to type the details here, like Din say, you don't want to forget your first date, cz she will remember it, and one day she will ask you, and as a guy, you will definitely forget. True. Guys have such big egos that they kinda forget abt them haha!

Pick her up at B1 and saw her in this flowing white skirt and cream blouse. Aku suka skali cermin mata dia, purple black, macam kena ah dengan kulit putih dia haha. The first qn she asked me in the MRT otw to Somerset was, "Do you smoke?"

I answered truthfully, "No, i don't. Not anymore." :D

She hates smokers. Can see that through her antics- she keep fanning her nose whenever a smoker walk past haha.

And the moment we sat in Swensens, dekat Heeran, we start to get kecoh. So many things we talked and discussed. And I keep staring at her face. I dunno why, I dunno wad make me do that. Realli. She is definitely a good simple girl. Realli. Thats why wen she asked me today, whether im serious abt her, I said honestly, "Yes. I am." Macam betol je aku nih.

If you are reading this, I'd tell you something. NOBODY has ever disturb my ability to sleep nor eat. Its like, you eat because you eat, get it? And it was difficult to sleep. Keep tossing and turning. Keep seeing you and your mannerisms. Quite a chaotic scene I suppose.

Sembarang.