Hear me say, feel me roar..

To my dear fren,

Just wanna say im praying very hard for ur mum. I told my father who is going to the Land of Paradise soon, to ask for forgiveness and hopes of recovery for ur mum, and believe it or not, di sana doa makbul, so i just wanna ask u for ur strong faith.

Isbiru, innallaha ma'ausobirin.

"Bersabarlah, sesungguhnya Allah bersama orang2 yg bersabar.."

Don't you wori ok? Im always here to support you. I've experienced this before, alhamdulillah, things are fine. So everything is gonna be just fine aite.=)

I was talking to my dad, all of a sudden, about how it will be like for you. He answered me wisely with these words of wisdom that made me smile.

Semua yg hidup tk kekal, kelak jua mereka akan tinggalkan kita. Tapi, ALLAH tidak akan mati, bersifat Sedia Ada, dan Dialah yg akan bersama kita walau bagaimana sekalipon keadaannya. Mati itu hakikatnya hidup. Hidup kekal di akhirat kelak. Dan Allah akan selalu berdamping mereka yg mengingatiNya.

That took me away...

Now i dun see pain no more.. I feel enlighted. Pain now to me is life.

For life is everlasting there. Not here, where everybody will perish like the dust in the wind.

Pain is a path i must go thru to feel life.

Im nearly there God..

Masukkanlah aku kedalam golongan mereka yg bersabar menghadapi dugaan dan rintangan.

Masukkanlah keluargaku didlam golongan yg Kau redhai.

Ya Allah, selamatkanlah aku dari binasa api neraka, meskipun ku telah melakukan dosa, maka ampunkanlah aku, kedua ibu bapaku, ibu sahabatku yg amat memerlukan kasih sayangMu, dan seluruh kaum islam.

Ya Allah, meskipun ku telah putus silaturrahim, moga-moga diKau paha dan redha atas pengorbananku, kerna hanya dengan pengorbanan inilah, dapatku selamatkan persahabatan sejati, meskipun terluka, namun ia telah pasti, kerna keselamatan mereka utama bagiku, selamat dari maksiat yg durjana. Ya Allah, ikatkanlah mereka kembali bersatu, biarpun ku berpisah, namun ku redha akan perbuatanku, kerana sesungguhnya Engkaulah Maha Mengetahui akan setiap sesuatu.

My last dream.

To be a muslim scholar. To pledge myself to serve the Islamic Community, to be like my brother, to be a good person.

And for that, i must sacrifice happiness for happiness.

If i ever go that far, Oh Lord, show me the path to ur Light. For i seek ur Love and Blessings, thy Lord.

PS: I dunno whether u're reading dis, but, i like you. Very much. =)
Peace.