Do you know that fourty percent of Americans have never lived when there wasn't a Bush or a Clinton in the White House? You get what im trying to say? You see, the Bush and the Clinton family are the most influential political families of the United States. The Bush belonged to the GOP Republican party while the Clintons are with the Democrats. In the coming US Presidential Election, Senator Hillary Rodham Clinton (Bill Clinton's wife) is hoping to take another four or eight more years of "Clinton" era. As it is, she is increasingly becoming more favourable as the Democrats main candidate and by God, her political war chest is pulling in huge donations for her presidential campaign. So are we gonna have to see a Bush-Clinton-Bush presidential pattern which has already held sway for nearly two decades?
The influence and dominance of the two families in the US Presidential races is unprecedented. (The closest comparisons are the father-son presidencies of John Adams and John Quincy Adams, whose single terms were separated by 24 years, and the presidencies of fifth cousins Theodore Roosevelt and Franklin Roosevelt, whose collective 20 years as President were separated by a quarter-century. Assuming Senator Hillary Clinton were to be elected in the coming elections and manage to get herself re-elected for a second term, the Americans could just be facing 28 years in a row with the same two families governing the United States. If we were to add the former President George Bush Senior's terms as vice president, that would mean a 36 years straight with either a Bush or Clinton in the White House.
Hence for 116 million Americans, there has never been a time when there wasn't a Bush or Clinton in the White House, either as president or vice president. But then, does a nation of 303 million people really have only two families qualified to run the White House? To be their President? But well, there does seem to be concerns about the possibility of giving "the two dynasties" another four or eight years. Is this what democracy is? Surely i dont think this is what democracy means. Wouldnt it be fundamentally healthier if we broadened the zone of candidates who could make it to the top? But this seems to be impossible, since the Clintons and Bushes have built up strong "brand" recognition for their names. Just as the Kennedys did in an age of promise cut short by assassination, making it harder for newcomer wannabes to compete for the poilitical presidential race.
How long could this dynastic dynamic play itself out? If this is bound to continue, i think its best that the Americans and the world keeps an eye on both the Bush-Clinton childrens. For now, there's always presidential brother Jeb Bush, the former governor of Florida. His oldest son, George P. Bush, is considered likely to carry the family's political tradition into the next generation.
What say you for if there's a possibilty of a Bush-Bush ticket for 2012? Ouch...
Dian_Farzanna loves Hubby Haz.. Muacks! =)
Sunday, September 30, 2007
A Relationship Guide - By Md Hazlami
I begin with the words, "In the name of God, the Most gracious, Most merciful."
Relationships can be very tough. Socio-habits of the human has always proved to have certain natural characteristics, which means to say the phrase ,"Go with the flow" is inevitably true. Humans were born to socialise, expanding its social circle to full potential. With reasons like political prowess, economical benefits, personal gain n etc, humans are bound to face such sooner or later in life. No matter how they try to run away from the inevitable, it is by nature that we would someday have this thought of settling down and start a family.
Being independant or the excuse to remain a single status is a mere concept of running away from commitments, phobias, stories of the past and etc. But even so, though they might feel independance is equal to liberation- the freedom to many close-knitted commitments and sorts- the fact still remain. How long do you want to wait?
In my life, I have seen many relationships crumble, and even experience it for myself. The excruciating pain, cuppled by the sudden lost of a special friend, with many reasons that'll just hurt you more, the anxiety that can bring you to the verge of self-destruction or even death. However, by studying the past, we learn. Humans and the past bear constant co-relationship that enables man to understand. Man cannot learn without making mistakes. The use of two atomic bombs proved man then that the use of such weapons of mass destruction is so violent and the need for diplomatic resolution is immediate. That war is costly. Such demonstrates the ability of man to grasp the hidden knowledge of God. Thou I must admit while some men are learnt, few fail to see the concept or patterns that intertwines the very balance of nature itself.
I see life as a balance. A universal pattern. A constructive idealistic form, yet subtle, viscous. And in order to understand life, these patterns need to be known. And learning the past helps in making such anomilies.
A relationship is a like a house with many pillars. Pillars represent foundations, and each foundation stands on roots of factors. Love is the key to opening the house. Home deco is the interesting things that spices it up- beautifies the love that we share.
Love is simple. Yet sophisticated. How is it so?
Love is a word. Love for God, family, religion, special ones, friends, nature, humans. Love therefore isnt a subset- its a full circle, and inside it are the balances of life we must appreciate. Each love is important. We cannot give full love to a person, for it would unbalance the balance. Loving yourself is the key to loving God, thus from there lies the pattern. Henceforth, loving thyself is the ultimate love that everyone must achieve.
Loving thyself is not being selfish, more rather understanding how important are you to the balance of life, to the family that bore you, to the friends that accompanied you. With understanding comes the natural love that acts as a light in us, an Eldar star that shines in times of darkness and crisis. With such comes acceptance, or the muslim term we use, redha,
things that comes into our way- obstacles or thorns in the journey towards loving the One God- won't affect us thoroughly. Instead, we accept, or if not, we learn to. Learning is the first step, its like a baby trying to walk on its two feet. Balancing is hard, but with lots of perseverance, determination, and luck, the baby finally walks.
Loving thyself, hence, is a major constructive idea to the path of acceptance, in which hence the root of all love. Learning yourself, respecting your body, mind and soul, is relevant in our journey to understand the fulfillments of Love.
PS: I love you dian. :)
Relationships can be very tough. Socio-habits of the human has always proved to have certain natural characteristics, which means to say the phrase ,"Go with the flow" is inevitably true. Humans were born to socialise, expanding its social circle to full potential. With reasons like political prowess, economical benefits, personal gain n etc, humans are bound to face such sooner or later in life. No matter how they try to run away from the inevitable, it is by nature that we would someday have this thought of settling down and start a family.
Being independant or the excuse to remain a single status is a mere concept of running away from commitments, phobias, stories of the past and etc. But even so, though they might feel independance is equal to liberation- the freedom to many close-knitted commitments and sorts- the fact still remain. How long do you want to wait?
In my life, I have seen many relationships crumble, and even experience it for myself. The excruciating pain, cuppled by the sudden lost of a special friend, with many reasons that'll just hurt you more, the anxiety that can bring you to the verge of self-destruction or even death. However, by studying the past, we learn. Humans and the past bear constant co-relationship that enables man to understand. Man cannot learn without making mistakes. The use of two atomic bombs proved man then that the use of such weapons of mass destruction is so violent and the need for diplomatic resolution is immediate. That war is costly. Such demonstrates the ability of man to grasp the hidden knowledge of God. Thou I must admit while some men are learnt, few fail to see the concept or patterns that intertwines the very balance of nature itself.
I see life as a balance. A universal pattern. A constructive idealistic form, yet subtle, viscous. And in order to understand life, these patterns need to be known. And learning the past helps in making such anomilies.
A relationship is a like a house with many pillars. Pillars represent foundations, and each foundation stands on roots of factors. Love is the key to opening the house. Home deco is the interesting things that spices it up- beautifies the love that we share.
Love is simple. Yet sophisticated. How is it so?
Love is a word. Love for God, family, religion, special ones, friends, nature, humans. Love therefore isnt a subset- its a full circle, and inside it are the balances of life we must appreciate. Each love is important. We cannot give full love to a person, for it would unbalance the balance. Loving yourself is the key to loving God, thus from there lies the pattern. Henceforth, loving thyself is the ultimate love that everyone must achieve.
Loving thyself is not being selfish, more rather understanding how important are you to the balance of life, to the family that bore you, to the friends that accompanied you. With understanding comes the natural love that acts as a light in us, an Eldar star that shines in times of darkness and crisis. With such comes acceptance, or the muslim term we use, redha,
things that comes into our way- obstacles or thorns in the journey towards loving the One God- won't affect us thoroughly. Instead, we accept, or if not, we learn to. Learning is the first step, its like a baby trying to walk on its two feet. Balancing is hard, but with lots of perseverance, determination, and luck, the baby finally walks.
Loving thyself, hence, is a major constructive idea to the path of acceptance, in which hence the root of all love. Learning yourself, respecting your body, mind and soul, is relevant in our journey to understand the fulfillments of Love.
PS: I love you dian. :)
Saturday, September 29, 2007
Some issues for you to think off.. =)
The blood of Buddhist monks beaten by soldiers loyal to Yangon ran red yesterday at the Ngwe Kyar Yan monastery. Protestors assembled there were mowed down by troops in the city, killing several on the spot.
Yet amid the chaos and the carnage, an old man dared to face down the army, shouting: "You eat food given to you by the people. Yet you kill people and you kill the monks." He spoke for a nation of 50 million who are feeling desperately poor. People feel that they have enough and they have little left to lose, after an era of military rule that dates back to 1962. Isnt this time for civilian to hold the reins of government afer nearly 40 years of military government?
General Than Shwe's incompetent junta triggered the saffron revolution led by monks that the army is now trying to crush. The junta has raised prices last month on items of basic necessities such as fuel, gas, chicken, eggs and cooking oil. This makes people who earn less than US$1 a day driven to desperation in a country blessed with oil, gas, minerals and timber. Where then has the national revenue gone too? The pockets of the ruling military generals of course!According to some Myanmar's officials, during the wedding of General Than Shwe's daughter recently. it was a lavishly affair possibly costing US$ 50 million.
Myanmar's revered Buddhist monks are aminously aware of the citizens suffering. Saffron and red robed monks have been leading crowds of up to 100,000 people in the largest protests since 1988.
What do people want? Freedom for Myanmar's democratic icon Novel Peace Laurette Aung San Suu Kyi, who won a 1990 election only to be declared invalid by the ruling junta. She was then cast aside and was practically held under house arrest.
The people of Myanmar wanted democracy. However Myanmar's democrats can expect little support locally since the ruling junta continues to hold a tight rein around the country. Internationally, little was done except economic sanctions and ocassional public dressdown. The United Nations Security Council has urged "restraint." The United States has imposed and stiffened economic sanctions. Canada, which shuns the junta, has denounced the army's brutal violence. But countries with real sway over Myanmar's junta which is China, India and Russia are doing business as usual.
China is believed to have a great influence over Myanmar, a fact that was denied by China. Undeniably, both countries have been cosy in bilateral, trade and military relations since they both shared communist ideologies. India is Myanmar's western neighbour and both countries have excellent ties. Myanmar has cooperated and acceded to India's request to help them solve their insurgent problems who seeks refuge in Myanmar's jungle, a favour that was much appreciated by India. Another heavyweight is Russia, who has given much support to the military regime.
China and Russia who are permanent members of the United Nations Security Council has effectively blocked US and European efforts to have the Security Council condemn and sanction the junta. China and Russia instead urged restraint on all sides. India prefers national reconciliation, a hope that is very obscure unless the junta is willing to give up its hold on power .
Ultimately, the Myanmar people, armed only with begging bowls for alms and sheer relentless courage, will prevail over this darkness that plagues the clouds of Yangon. This defiance of the junta shames the 3 quartets who have been supporting Myanmar namely, India who claims to be the world's largest democracy. Russia who continues to cast a blind eye on the violence and injustice. And it no doubt gives Myanmar's unelected master's aka China nightmares.
Dian_Farzanna loves Hubby Haz..
Yet amid the chaos and the carnage, an old man dared to face down the army, shouting: "You eat food given to you by the people. Yet you kill people and you kill the monks." He spoke for a nation of 50 million who are feeling desperately poor. People feel that they have enough and they have little left to lose, after an era of military rule that dates back to 1962. Isnt this time for civilian to hold the reins of government afer nearly 40 years of military government?
General Than Shwe's incompetent junta triggered the saffron revolution led by monks that the army is now trying to crush. The junta has raised prices last month on items of basic necessities such as fuel, gas, chicken, eggs and cooking oil. This makes people who earn less than US$1 a day driven to desperation in a country blessed with oil, gas, minerals and timber. Where then has the national revenue gone too? The pockets of the ruling military generals of course!According to some Myanmar's officials, during the wedding of General Than Shwe's daughter recently. it was a lavishly affair possibly costing US$ 50 million.
Myanmar's revered Buddhist monks are aminously aware of the citizens suffering. Saffron and red robed monks have been leading crowds of up to 100,000 people in the largest protests since 1988.
What do people want? Freedom for Myanmar's democratic icon Novel Peace Laurette Aung San Suu Kyi, who won a 1990 election only to be declared invalid by the ruling junta. She was then cast aside and was practically held under house arrest.
The people of Myanmar wanted democracy. However Myanmar's democrats can expect little support locally since the ruling junta continues to hold a tight rein around the country. Internationally, little was done except economic sanctions and ocassional public dressdown. The United Nations Security Council has urged "restraint." The United States has imposed and stiffened economic sanctions. Canada, which shuns the junta, has denounced the army's brutal violence. But countries with real sway over Myanmar's junta which is China, India and Russia are doing business as usual.
China is believed to have a great influence over Myanmar, a fact that was denied by China. Undeniably, both countries have been cosy in bilateral, trade and military relations since they both shared communist ideologies. India is Myanmar's western neighbour and both countries have excellent ties. Myanmar has cooperated and acceded to India's request to help them solve their insurgent problems who seeks refuge in Myanmar's jungle, a favour that was much appreciated by India. Another heavyweight is Russia, who has given much support to the military regime.
China and Russia who are permanent members of the United Nations Security Council has effectively blocked US and European efforts to have the Security Council condemn and sanction the junta. China and Russia instead urged restraint on all sides. India prefers national reconciliation, a hope that is very obscure unless the junta is willing to give up its hold on power .
Ultimately, the Myanmar people, armed only with begging bowls for alms and sheer relentless courage, will prevail over this darkness that plagues the clouds of Yangon. This defiance of the junta shames the 3 quartets who have been supporting Myanmar namely, India who claims to be the world's largest democracy. Russia who continues to cast a blind eye on the violence and injustice. And it no doubt gives Myanmar's unelected master's aka China nightmares.
Dian_Farzanna loves Hubby Haz..
Friday, September 28, 2007
Haiz.. Wad a long day for me, went for my hospital medical review wif my dad.. Then visited my mum in her ward.. Met my new baby sis.. She looks adorable.. Dad say she has my eyes and she resembles me when i was a baby.. Dad gave me the honour of naming her.. Wow! Somethin i neva do before sia.. So u prepared for it? Okae, i named my new baby sis Sheila Adella.. Nice isnt it? =) Welcome to the family dear..
Well, after dat long day i was very tired and shagged to the max.. Kinda depressed too, dunno why.. Missed my hubby lots too but there's nothing much i can do except to wait for everythin to be over.. But i can look forward to spendin time with him since he's gettin 3 more weeks of medical or hospitilisation leave..
While he was breakin his fast, i was out at the balcony.. Kinda haf my own personal time, reviewin on wads been happenin to me, some sort of lookin back on my life all this while.. Lotsa stuffs runnin thru my mind.. There's lotsa wad ifs n wad nots... I hope everythin goes well for me.. Insyallah..
Well, i tried to keep myself busy n distract myself from thinkin too much.. Did a bit of readin on wads happenin in the news.. N god, there's lotsa stuffs happenin in e world.. Allow me to indulge more on my readings if u dun mind..
One news dat caught my attention is the current situation whereby the monks are staging n organising demostrations and protests.. Firstly, before we jump to conclusions, lets disect and study the histroy of Myanmar..
Myanmar which is also known as Burma and is officially known as the Union of Myanmar.. By its geographical area itself, Myanmar is one of the largest country in SouthEastAsia.. Myanmar has an extensive porous border shared by China on the north, Laos on the east, Thailand on the southeast, Bangladesh on the west, and India on the northwest, with the Andaman Sea to the south, and the Bay of Bengal to the southwest..
Myanmar was colonised as a colony of United Kingdom during the British colonial era.. It got its independence from the United Kingdom on 4 January 1948 as the “Union of Burma”.. On 18 June 1989, the military-led "State Law and Order Restoration Council' adopted the name “Union of Myanmar”. Which was recognised by the United Nations but ironically not recognised by the United States and the United Kingdom..
Sao Shwe Thaik was its first President and U Nu its first Prime Minister.. Like the United Kingdom, although albeit distinct a bicameral parliament was formed, consisting of a Chamber of Deputies and a Chamber of Nationalities.. In 1962, General Ne Win led a coup that toppled the civilian government of U Nu.. He roughly ruled for 26 years and pursued socialist policies under of the "Burmese Way to Socialism".. Over the years of military rule, there was a mass exodus of citizen unrest over the dwindling economy and brutal political oppression by the military government.. This led to massive pro-democracy protests and demonstrations better known as the 8888 Uprising, famously organised by students.. In this event, hundreds of such demonstrators were massacred by the security forces..
Till now, Myanmar remains under the military control of the "State Peace and Development Council.". Currently Myanmar is headed by Senior General Than Shwe.. There were sporadic calls for the return of civilian rule and democracy to Myanmar.. As of 22 September 2007, the Buddhist monks in Myanmar have withdrawn spiritual services from all military personnel in a symbolic move that is seen as very powerful in such a deeply religious country as Myanmar. The military rulers seem at a loss as to how to deal with the demonstrations by the monks as using violence against monks would incense and enrage the people of Myanmar even further, almost certainly prompting massive civil unrest and perhaps violence. However, the longer the Junta allows the protests to continue, the weaker the regime looks. The danger is that eventually the military government will be forced to act rashly and doing so will provoke the citizenry even more. Some international news agencies are referring to the uprising as a Saffron Revolution.. Let the revolution begins...
Dian Farzanna loves Hubby Haz...
Well, after dat long day i was very tired and shagged to the max.. Kinda depressed too, dunno why.. Missed my hubby lots too but there's nothing much i can do except to wait for everythin to be over.. But i can look forward to spendin time with him since he's gettin 3 more weeks of medical or hospitilisation leave..
While he was breakin his fast, i was out at the balcony.. Kinda haf my own personal time, reviewin on wads been happenin to me, some sort of lookin back on my life all this while.. Lotsa stuffs runnin thru my mind.. There's lotsa wad ifs n wad nots... I hope everythin goes well for me.. Insyallah..
Well, i tried to keep myself busy n distract myself from thinkin too much.. Did a bit of readin on wads happenin in the news.. N god, there's lotsa stuffs happenin in e world.. Allow me to indulge more on my readings if u dun mind..
One news dat caught my attention is the current situation whereby the monks are staging n organising demostrations and protests.. Firstly, before we jump to conclusions, lets disect and study the histroy of Myanmar..
Myanmar which is also known as Burma and is officially known as the Union of Myanmar.. By its geographical area itself, Myanmar is one of the largest country in SouthEastAsia.. Myanmar has an extensive porous border shared by China on the north, Laos on the east, Thailand on the southeast, Bangladesh on the west, and India on the northwest, with the Andaman Sea to the south, and the Bay of Bengal to the southwest..
Myanmar was colonised as a colony of United Kingdom during the British colonial era.. It got its independence from the United Kingdom on 4 January 1948 as the “Union of Burma”.. On 18 June 1989, the military-led "State Law and Order Restoration Council' adopted the name “Union of Myanmar”. Which was recognised by the United Nations but ironically not recognised by the United States and the United Kingdom..
Sao Shwe Thaik was its first President and U Nu its first Prime Minister.. Like the United Kingdom, although albeit distinct a bicameral parliament was formed, consisting of a Chamber of Deputies and a Chamber of Nationalities.. In 1962, General Ne Win led a coup that toppled the civilian government of U Nu.. He roughly ruled for 26 years and pursued socialist policies under of the "Burmese Way to Socialism".. Over the years of military rule, there was a mass exodus of citizen unrest over the dwindling economy and brutal political oppression by the military government.. This led to massive pro-democracy protests and demonstrations better known as the 8888 Uprising, famously organised by students.. In this event, hundreds of such demonstrators were massacred by the security forces..
Till now, Myanmar remains under the military control of the "State Peace and Development Council.". Currently Myanmar is headed by Senior General Than Shwe.. There were sporadic calls for the return of civilian rule and democracy to Myanmar.. As of 22 September 2007, the Buddhist monks in Myanmar have withdrawn spiritual services from all military personnel in a symbolic move that is seen as very powerful in such a deeply religious country as Myanmar. The military rulers seem at a loss as to how to deal with the demonstrations by the monks as using violence against monks would incense and enrage the people of Myanmar even further, almost certainly prompting massive civil unrest and perhaps violence. However, the longer the Junta allows the protests to continue, the weaker the regime looks. The danger is that eventually the military government will be forced to act rashly and doing so will provoke the citizenry even more. Some international news agencies are referring to the uprising as a Saffron Revolution.. Let the revolution begins...
Dian Farzanna loves Hubby Haz...
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
Musim Salju
Dedaun masa berputar sayapnya
Halus bertaburan bagai permata salji
Ku sapu titisan embun dari daun itu
Sayu
melihat wajahmu gemersik purnama rindu
Ku anyam sebaris kalimah
Lalu ku hembus ia irama memori cinta
Dari hati ke sebutir benih
Dari benih itu berputik kasih
Dengan megah pepohan berdiri indah
Namun tiada sundus seperti dahulu
Setiap kali ku lihat dedaun bertaburan ke bumi
Setiap kali ku kutip dedaun mati tak berlagu
Air mata mengalir tak reti henti
Bakawali yg jauh dari sisi
Namun kesejukan musim membeku segala
Ku menanti akan senyuman suriamu kejora abadi...
walaupun ia sejuta tahun lamanya..
-haz
Halus bertaburan bagai permata salji
Ku sapu titisan embun dari daun itu
Sayu
melihat wajahmu gemersik purnama rindu
Ku anyam sebaris kalimah
Lalu ku hembus ia irama memori cinta
Dari hati ke sebutir benih
Dari benih itu berputik kasih
Dengan megah pepohan berdiri indah
Namun tiada sundus seperti dahulu
Setiap kali ku lihat dedaun bertaburan ke bumi
Setiap kali ku kutip dedaun mati tak berlagu
Air mata mengalir tak reti henti
Bakawali yg jauh dari sisi
Namun kesejukan musim membeku segala
Ku menanti akan senyuman suriamu kejora abadi...
walaupun ia sejuta tahun lamanya..
-haz
Well, yesterday was quite a day.. Managed to gave two wonderful surprises to hubby haz.. It was his 20th bdae.. Sweet bdae =).. Firstly, i ordered him a cake of course.. A nice huge pure chocolatey cake that i'll knoe he will love.. Other than that, i wanna give him another pleasant surprise!! Was thinkin hard wad is it.. Cologne? Hmm.. I wan him to use it onlie wif me.. Hurhur! Bouquet of flowers? Hmm.. God, dat will be somethin totally new for him! Personalised bdae cards? Hmm.. Quite a good option.. But i wan sumthin different.. Realie different.. Was practically ransackin my brains.. Seiving thru my history column to see wad did he say he liked or would wanna have.. Aha! Eureka! He eva mentioned dat he would love to eat a apple struddle! Yea! So i was on the net, n did an online order for a nice warm apple struddle from Renaldo's.. =) Hubby was pleasantly surprised n im so glad i make him so happy n upbeat on his bdae.. He told me it was his best bdae ever.. More to come baby.. More to come.. Hurhur! =)
Up next, oh yea! I had my first phone conversation wif his mum! So nervous! Hurhur! I was feelin hot n blushin lar.. Haz msned me sayin "the daughter in law is talkin to mum.." Hurhur! It was a nice one.. She gave some words of comfort n advice.. But overall, i think she likes me! Hurhur.. Nice.. His dad seems to be approvin me being known in e family.. He likes my surprises, my cakes n my struddles.. Goodie! My scorecard so far? "A-" grade.. Hurhur!
I love you dear.. So much.. =)
Why is there more new lovers now..
Savour the night and indulge yourselves..
Up next, oh yea! I had my first phone conversation wif his mum! So nervous! Hurhur! I was feelin hot n blushin lar.. Haz msned me sayin "the daughter in law is talkin to mum.." Hurhur! It was a nice one.. She gave some words of comfort n advice.. But overall, i think she likes me! Hurhur.. Nice.. His dad seems to be approvin me being known in e family.. He likes my surprises, my cakes n my struddles.. Goodie! My scorecard so far? "A-" grade.. Hurhur!
I love you dear.. So much.. =)
When I think of youI think bout our love..
When the earth bloomed with spring..
Where the sky seemed so white..
And the misty dew of the morning lay still..
Oh, and i'll remember this..
And I always will..
Why is there more new lovers now..
Feelin funkin high..
Doing what we would have done..
For i know that i love you..
And it's a part of me and you..
Lo' you lovers, wherever you're..
Lo' you lovers, wherever you're..
I pray that you'll stay true..
For i've been thru' what you're goin thru'..
I've been in love like you..
Dont fake, be who you're and follow your star..
Dont fake, be who you're and follow your star..
Be brave, faithful and true..
Love one another, like you've never love before..
I've been in love like you..
Savour the night and indulge yourselves..
Go into a romantic trance..
Why is love so beautiful and true?
For it's one of God's handiwork..
Oh don't cry you lovers, just dont be..
Don't cry because because i'm alone..
Well cant you see that im happy tonite..
I've had my share of love..
I've had a love of my own..
And i will love him so...
Dian_Farzanna loves Hubby Haz.. =)
Ystd was my bdae!
25th September 2007 marks the end of my TEEN-anger era and blossom the new adulthood twen-TY life..
Still one more step to total complete 21 years of age, when a man cums on full fledge dogfighting species!
Tk caya plak aku dah masok 20, tua nye aku haha..
Tapi muka tetap maintain muda, yelar, pakai awet muda pe hahaha! *slaps forehead*
Aku nye janji sempena hari bahgia ini ialah:
1) More wiser
2) Perangai tk mcm budak2
3) Dengar kata ibu bapa
4) Kuat ibadah kpd Allah
5) Kuat semangat pabila ujian melanda
6) Jadi manusia yg dicontohi masyarakat
7) Jadi hubby yg bertanggungjawab atas honey nya hehe!
8) Kemas bilik aku dgn lebih rapi lagi
9) Kumpul duit untuk masa hadapan
10) Beli gue nyer ELECTRIC GUITAR masa musim Krismas complete dengan amplifier power
11) Beli perabot2 yg sepatotnya untuk me-revamp bilik aku yg tonggang tebalik
12) Tidak memboros
13) Teruskan tabiat gaya hidup sihat
14) Berbakti kpd keluarga
15) Tau selok-belok perjalanan di Orchard
16) Atur hidop aku agar masa depan aku taklar tersasar dari matlamat 2011 aku
17) Bersabar lebih banyak
18) Berkhidmat pada negara (ni susah sedikit, aku pasti tk lama lagi aku khianat ni janji muahaha)
19) Menjinakkan diri dengan hobi membaca buku (aku ni memang pemalas orgnyer!)
20) Meninjau hidup aku luar dari mainstream hidup org singapura (untuk masa depan aku)
Haha, itulah dia, DUA PULUH janji sempena hari lahirku yg ke DUA PULUH! SYABAS!
Back to ystd.
Ystd honey had arranged for me the bestest bdae i EVER had in my whole life. Sumpah, aku tk penah menyambut hari lahir aku dgn hadiah, haha, sedih kan?
I was so shocked i became like numb for a while, den the smile came in late with a bit of tears here n there *awwwww*.
Pd tepat pukul 1215hrs, I receive a bdae cake with her pic on it from dis apek hahaha!
Nice right? Told ya..
And it taste so nice my family had second helping!!
(oh, and i had my third filling at midnight hehe, shhh!)
The cake is complete with loads of nice finger licking mouth watering chocolate, thou there is no wafers like the first, but its still unique as the layers are all packed with nice yummy chocolate!
Then the nxt suprise came ard 1530hrs.
I was looking at this long box of dunno wad things as i signed the papers.
Wondering wads inside *thinking naughtily hehe* I braved myself for another deep into the pool of excitement!
Jeng jeng jeng!!
APPLE STRUDDLES!!!!!
Its sSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSOOOOO yummy!
The sugar frost are so nice! :))
Its from this shop I've never been at Renaldo's!
25th September 2007 marks the end of my TEEN-anger era and blossom the new adulthood twen-TY life..
Still one more step to total complete 21 years of age, when a man cums on full fledge dogfighting species!
Tk caya plak aku dah masok 20, tua nye aku haha..
Tapi muka tetap maintain muda, yelar, pakai awet muda pe hahaha! *slaps forehead*
Aku nye janji sempena hari bahgia ini ialah:
1) More wiser
2) Perangai tk mcm budak2
3) Dengar kata ibu bapa
4) Kuat ibadah kpd Allah
5) Kuat semangat pabila ujian melanda
6) Jadi manusia yg dicontohi masyarakat
7) Jadi hubby yg bertanggungjawab atas honey nya hehe!
8) Kemas bilik aku dgn lebih rapi lagi
9) Kumpul duit untuk masa hadapan
10) Beli gue nyer ELECTRIC GUITAR masa musim Krismas complete dengan amplifier power
11) Beli perabot2 yg sepatotnya untuk me-revamp bilik aku yg tonggang tebalik
12) Tidak memboros
13) Teruskan tabiat gaya hidup sihat
14) Berbakti kpd keluarga
15) Tau selok-belok perjalanan di Orchard
16) Atur hidop aku agar masa depan aku taklar tersasar dari matlamat 2011 aku
17) Bersabar lebih banyak
18) Berkhidmat pada negara (ni susah sedikit, aku pasti tk lama lagi aku khianat ni janji muahaha)
19) Menjinakkan diri dengan hobi membaca buku (aku ni memang pemalas orgnyer!)
20) Meninjau hidup aku luar dari mainstream hidup org singapura (untuk masa depan aku)
Haha, itulah dia, DUA PULUH janji sempena hari lahirku yg ke DUA PULUH! SYABAS!
Back to ystd.
Ystd honey had arranged for me the bestest bdae i EVER had in my whole life. Sumpah, aku tk penah menyambut hari lahir aku dgn hadiah, haha, sedih kan?
I was so shocked i became like numb for a while, den the smile came in late with a bit of tears here n there *awwwww*.
Pd tepat pukul 1215hrs, I receive a bdae cake with her pic on it from dis apek hahaha!
Nice right? Told ya..And it taste so nice my family had second helping!!
(oh, and i had my third filling at midnight hehe, shhh!)
The cake is complete with loads of nice finger licking mouth watering chocolate, thou there is no wafers like the first, but its still unique as the layers are all packed with nice yummy chocolate!
Then the nxt suprise came ard 1530hrs.
I was looking at this long box of dunno wad things as i signed the papers.
Wondering wads inside *thinking naughtily hehe* I braved myself for another deep into the pool of excitement!
Jeng jeng jeng!!
APPLE STRUDDLES!!!!!
Its sSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSOOOOO yummy!
The sugar frost are so nice! :))
Its from this shop I've never been at Renaldo's!
Its so nice..
Then buka posa I adalah busy org tu asek msg I "cepat! =p", haish, org aderlah sebok dgn memasak NASI AYAM (aku tau masak ler!) org tu asek ckp je, hahaha, jgn marah har..
All finish, I n sum help from the lazy ones laid the table, just in time for the maghrib azan.
Only got a small space for the struddle, tu pon I cut it into half, then I microwave it haha.
That's a bad move i must say, for the apple sauce inside melted hahaha!
My dad ate it like makan nasi hahaha! But the comments are all the same - absolutely super!
After terawih, I cut the cake and served them, my dad ate them without any comment AT FIRST cuz he was busily watching tv (guys duh *slaps forehead*). After the tv show, he secretly went in for second helping hahaha!
Nice...
Then we talked on the phone, u n I, it was very nice ayg, so touching..
:) I OWE YOU BIG TIME GURL!!
PS: I love you more than ever!
Then buka posa I adalah busy org tu asek msg I "cepat! =p", haish, org aderlah sebok dgn memasak NASI AYAM (aku tau masak ler!) org tu asek ckp je, hahaha, jgn marah har..
All finish, I n sum help from the lazy ones laid the table, just in time for the maghrib azan.
Only got a small space for the struddle, tu pon I cut it into half, then I microwave it haha.
That's a bad move i must say, for the apple sauce inside melted hahaha!
My dad ate it like makan nasi hahaha! But the comments are all the same - absolutely super!
After terawih, I cut the cake and served them, my dad ate them without any comment AT FIRST cuz he was busily watching tv (guys duh *slaps forehead*). After the tv show, he secretly went in for second helping hahaha!
Nice...
Then we talked on the phone, u n I, it was very nice ayg, so touching..
:) I OWE YOU BIG TIME GURL!!
PS: I love you more than ever!
Thursday, September 20, 2007
For You
- I adore you.
- I am infatuated with you.
- I appreciate you.
- I can't live without you.
- I can't stop thinking about you when we're apart.
- I cherish you.
- I dream of you.
- I live for our love.
- I love being around you.
- I need you by my side.
- I need you.
- I respect you.
- I value you.
- I want a lifetime with you.
- I want you.
- I worship you.
- I yearn for you.
- I'm a better person because of you.
- I'm blessed to have you in my life.
- I'm devoted to you.
- I'm fond of you.
- I'm lost without you.
- I'm nothing without you.
- I'm passionate about you.
- I'm thankful for you.
- I'm yours.
- Me and you. Always.
- My love is unconditional.
- Our love is invaluable.
- Take me, I'm yours.
- The thought of you brings a smile to my face.
- Ti tengu cara (to female) or Ti tengu caru (to male).
- Together, forever.
- We were meant to be together.
- You are a blessing in disguise.
- You are an angel from God.
- You are like a candle burning bright.
- You are my crush.
- You are my dear.
- You are my everything.
- You are my one and only.
- You are my reason for living.
- You are my strength.
- You are my sunshine.
- You are my treasure.
- You are my world.
- You are precious.
- You are the light of my life.
- You are the reason I'm alive.
- You bring happiness to rainy days.
- You bring joy to my life.
- You cast a spell on me that can't be broken.
- You complete me.
- You drive me wild.
- You fill me with desire.
- You fill my heart.
- You give me wings to fly.
- You had me from hello.
- You hold the key to my heart.
- You inspire me.
- You intoxicate me.
- You lift me up to touch the sky.
- You light my flame.
- You light up my life.
- You make me hot.
- You make my heart skip a beat.
- You make my world a better place.
- You mean the world to me.
- You motivate me.
- You rock my world.
- You seduce me.
- You set my heart on fire.
- You simply amaze me.
- You stole my heart.
- You sweeten my sour days.
- You turn my world upside down.
- You're a dream come true.
- You're a gem.
- You're a twinkle in my eye.
- You're absolutely wonderful.
- You're all I want.
- You're as beautiful as a sunset.
- You're beautiful.
- You're charming.
- You're enchanting.
- You're heavenly.
- You're my angel
- You're one in a million.
- You're priceless.
- You're sexy.
- You're the apple of my eye.
- You're the best thing that ever happened to me.
- You're the best.
- You're the diamond in the rough.
- You're the one for me.
- You're the one I've always wished for
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
I hope she comes back soon..
N in healthy condition..
Cuz im just going from sad to depression lately, but alhamdulilah, its good to be a muslim having God by ur side to calm things down..
Its like a total blow for the both of us, she having to suffer, me having to wait in agony, its like a shithole n we're dropping in a bowl of shithole.
Im a type of guy that sets goals in life. One of them was that she wud be back here to see me in Sept.
N its not just the disappointment that kills, its the way we went thru it together..
Ayg u can never compare what ruz n mizan is sharing..
He do not need to wait that long to hear ruz voice.
I waited for 3mths.. But i still waited..
The sacrifices both of us put across the table was an amazing feat.
I know i have to be strong, last night i put down my guard, n see ayg, see.. I cannot be weak.. I can never be..
You have me to share your sadness with, but me? I cannot affort to do so, cz u need me more, n for that i shall sacrifice my own feelings for you..
I wanna put aside everything of me n just focus on u, to make u feel happy, to be there for you wen u need me n all..
As for me, well, i have God ayg.. I have myself n God, n i think its enuf dat way.. Until there comes a time when you're strong enuf den I'll be able to share what i really feel, deep down there in the deepest parts of my emotions..
You're the best ayg, you gave me hope, the ability to believe in loving a person once again, you put a smile on my face everytime we talk over the phone, sharing words of comfort..
You're the source of my inspiration, I never felt so happy before..
You're the one ayg, I will never give up on you, never..
We share so much, so much joy n pain, I must admit that it is tough, but i love you, and i really really do, deep down there, i just do..
We have to be patient, we have to, for God, our family, us..
Im always here to love you, n listen to you, share with you what you feel..
You've been the bestest friend, gf, wife ever, ayg, EVER..
I shall hold my promises by my stride..
Do recover kae.. Pray alot, eat healthy, do what i told you, insya'allah you'll be back home wimme..
So that you can bake cookies for hari raya at my house with mum..
Mum wanna see you.. She kirim doa dan sayang..
Loads of hugs n kisses..
-bie
PS: I love you
N in healthy condition..
Cuz im just going from sad to depression lately, but alhamdulilah, its good to be a muslim having God by ur side to calm things down..
Its like a total blow for the both of us, she having to suffer, me having to wait in agony, its like a shithole n we're dropping in a bowl of shithole.
Im a type of guy that sets goals in life. One of them was that she wud be back here to see me in Sept.
N its not just the disappointment that kills, its the way we went thru it together..
Ayg u can never compare what ruz n mizan is sharing..
He do not need to wait that long to hear ruz voice.
I waited for 3mths.. But i still waited..
The sacrifices both of us put across the table was an amazing feat.
I know i have to be strong, last night i put down my guard, n see ayg, see.. I cannot be weak.. I can never be..
You have me to share your sadness with, but me? I cannot affort to do so, cz u need me more, n for that i shall sacrifice my own feelings for you..
I wanna put aside everything of me n just focus on u, to make u feel happy, to be there for you wen u need me n all..
As for me, well, i have God ayg.. I have myself n God, n i think its enuf dat way.. Until there comes a time when you're strong enuf den I'll be able to share what i really feel, deep down there in the deepest parts of my emotions..
You're the best ayg, you gave me hope, the ability to believe in loving a person once again, you put a smile on my face everytime we talk over the phone, sharing words of comfort..
You're the source of my inspiration, I never felt so happy before..
You're the one ayg, I will never give up on you, never..
We share so much, so much joy n pain, I must admit that it is tough, but i love you, and i really really do, deep down there, i just do..
We have to be patient, we have to, for God, our family, us..
Im always here to love you, n listen to you, share with you what you feel..
You've been the bestest friend, gf, wife ever, ayg, EVER..
I shall hold my promises by my stride..
Do recover kae.. Pray alot, eat healthy, do what i told you, insya'allah you'll be back home wimme..
So that you can bake cookies for hari raya at my house with mum..
Mum wanna see you.. She kirim doa dan sayang..
Loads of hugs n kisses..
-bie
PS: I love you
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR SWEET DIAN!
Woa.. dah besar lar dia.. haha.. no more sweet seventeen, dah kira mature 18, dah tkbleh manja ngan dad lagi ler nmpknyer muahahaha!
tkpe, manja dgn abg ok haha!
May you grow wiser, stronger, more responsible, cheery, happy, more beautiful (she is alr beautiful, wad more i wan?! *slaps forehead*) and most important of all..
Achieve what ever you want in life.
My advise?
1) Stay optimistic syg
2) Smile more (but not at other guys)
3) Healthy Lifestyle
4) Tkmau merajok lagi, skrg dah jadi kakak tau hehe
5) Before you even do something, think of the consequences on you, me, your family, and friends
6) Selfless in many times, but few selfishness is a good thing too
7) Stay focus on every obstacle we face, and do NOT use emotions to tackle it; instead use logic and rational thinking
8) Before you blast at me (hehe, abg memang notti, mestilah asek kene marah) ingat Tuhan dulu kae, ingat Istighfar dahulu, dah calm down baru kiter talk
Last but not least, tkmau garang banyak sgt k, kekadang org asek kene marah je tk bagus bukan begitu? :D
I must admit, dis past few weeks was a turmoil for u n me. But we can do it, if we stick together as a team, and be patient in whatever we do.
1. BERDOA
2. BERIKHTIAR
3. BERTAWAKAL
4. BERSABAR
Follow dis 4 B's and Insya'allah, God will help us.
May God bless us with all the happy thing in this world.
On the serious note;
I know its hard for u, wanting to be ok n wanting to come back to see me n all. I know it breaks your heart that you cannot celebrate your birthday wimme. But hey, im not dat kind of a bdae person see. So we can always celebrate a belated one. We can celebrate together with my bdae or we can have a separate one! See? Its simple, just think optimistic, smile at it, pray hard, n have faith, that God is Almighty, and only He knows the true meaning behind all His Doings.
:D
Smile alot ayg! Happy Birthday!!
I love you! Many2 kisses!
On the lighter note;
160907- I run out of ideas, cuz i planned a romantic getaway proposal in front of *ahem, SECRET!!* , but the plan was ruin cuz she haven cum back yet. So I told ruz to do a project for me. Bought her a big box with scented pot pourri inside, a small teddy bear n a rose, with a note dat says the box isnt empty, but is filled with a lot of kisses n love! Haha! Original me..
Kinda think of it, i AM romantic waaaad... *winks* :)
PS: Cannot wait to fetch you from the airport!! YEAH!!!!!! *jumps in air*
Nana dah nak balik, nana dah nak balik, nana dah nak balik, nana dahnak balik...................
Woa.. dah besar lar dia.. haha.. no more sweet seventeen, dah kira mature 18, dah tkbleh manja ngan dad lagi ler nmpknyer muahahaha!
tkpe, manja dgn abg ok haha!
May you grow wiser, stronger, more responsible, cheery, happy, more beautiful (she is alr beautiful, wad more i wan?! *slaps forehead*) and most important of all..
Achieve what ever you want in life.
My advise?
1) Stay optimistic syg
2) Smile more (but not at other guys)
3) Healthy Lifestyle
4) Tkmau merajok lagi, skrg dah jadi kakak tau hehe
5) Before you even do something, think of the consequences on you, me, your family, and friends
6) Selfless in many times, but few selfishness is a good thing too
7) Stay focus on every obstacle we face, and do NOT use emotions to tackle it; instead use logic and rational thinking
8) Before you blast at me (hehe, abg memang notti, mestilah asek kene marah) ingat Tuhan dulu kae, ingat Istighfar dahulu, dah calm down baru kiter talk
Last but not least, tkmau garang banyak sgt k, kekadang org asek kene marah je tk bagus bukan begitu? :D
I must admit, dis past few weeks was a turmoil for u n me. But we can do it, if we stick together as a team, and be patient in whatever we do.
1. BERDOA
2. BERIKHTIAR
3. BERTAWAKAL
4. BERSABAR
Follow dis 4 B's and Insya'allah, God will help us.
May God bless us with all the happy thing in this world.
On the serious note;
I know its hard for u, wanting to be ok n wanting to come back to see me n all. I know it breaks your heart that you cannot celebrate your birthday wimme. But hey, im not dat kind of a bdae person see. So we can always celebrate a belated one. We can celebrate together with my bdae or we can have a separate one! See? Its simple, just think optimistic, smile at it, pray hard, n have faith, that God is Almighty, and only He knows the true meaning behind all His Doings.
:D
Smile alot ayg! Happy Birthday!!
I love you! Many2 kisses!
On the lighter note;
160907- I run out of ideas, cuz i planned a romantic getaway proposal in front of *ahem, SECRET!!* , but the plan was ruin cuz she haven cum back yet. So I told ruz to do a project for me. Bought her a big box with scented pot pourri inside, a small teddy bear n a rose, with a note dat says the box isnt empty, but is filled with a lot of kisses n love! Haha! Original me..
Kinda think of it, i AM romantic waaaad... *winks* :)
PS: Cannot wait to fetch you from the airport!! YEAH!!!!!! *jumps in air*
Nana dah nak balik, nana dah nak balik, nana dah nak balik, nana dahnak balik...................
Thursday, September 06, 2007
wee!!
Haha..
So happy today..
N sad abit too..
I went to the orthopaedics today, to see a specialist at the Jurong Medical Centre. The appointment was around 2.30pm, so i left late (as usual) ard 1.15pm, took a taxi instead, den upon reaching there I and the taxi driver had a few laughs (we got lost! summore at Jurong tau! mak datok..).
Jurong Medical Centre is freaking HUGE!
Took the lift (lalalalala) to level three to Clinic G, General and Orthopaedic Surgery.
There I meet this ancient doctor (kinda make him look like Dumbledore hehe) and he surveyed my leg, took lots of test, physio n stuff..
Guess what? 3 weeks extended of MC!
God, im gonna rot in my room, but at least its in my room not in camp! :D
Hmm.. Now must do a to do list.. maybe I'll think of something n I'll post it here.
Besides, Ramadhan is coming, so I can have ample rest yet able to do my ramadhan in one piece, unlike last year I did the last bit in Taiwan..
Now I can wait till my baby comes back from australia.. wee!!
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